a word for my bestest friend in the world :)

have not been blogging for a while..
had run out of idea what to write.
had been facing with some mis-communication-cum-been-betrayed problem recently.
to whom might accidentally look into this page, it maybe you :)
well, i am a really outspoken, crazy and talkative kind of people, for who are not really familiar with me.
am i not tell off well, or should someone purposely wanted to make me a silly cow, i don't know whether it is so coincidental or it may seems to be.
it happened in a way that this girl was trying to 'help' me out somewhere.
i hate it most when she is trying to talk to me after such a huge row she had created with everyone about me.
she is a bitch, to be honest, and i don't want to hide it no more.
a bitch in a sheep skin to be exact.
lovely, she acted as if she was so INNOCENT with her 'decent' look, and fool everyone out and about but not me, sadly.
well, i heard it all well of what she was talking back behind me, and i had made no clarification and no attempt of it as well, no attempt to fuck her off!
blimey, how rude i was :p
i was looking forward to her 'blessed returns', that may not happen to her, but her next generation, i reckoned.
and for u, i think u know what will happened.
and i will not try to tell everyone how fantastic i am, and to clarify everything u made shit of, but i wanted u to know that, whatever u had done to me, i am THANKFUL for it.
it had made me stronger, everyday :)
but as for u, u are being more and more miserable with ur chaotic life, it's just the beginning, dear :)
cheerz ~