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today is the 7th day!
yay! i've been working in Takala for straight 7 days!
It was really tiring.
I couldn't really adapt working 6 days a week ( its like 7days!) and I felt all my bones and muscles been torn apart. Can't deny I am really old now.
Work had been great, friendly colleagues, helpful and encouraging, might be because I am the only female there, they tend to treat me in a better manner.
the shop wasn't big, just 7 tables, but we've only got 1 and only waitress, which is me, so I have to do everything on my own, and god knows why there is only me!
apart from the wages, its brilliant, and the payment is crap! delay and more delay in paying the wages. I haven't experience it,but i know my day will come.
well, bits of my life then.

I've been isolating myself from the others for the past half years, and I felt I need to get myself into the crowd back.
But from the period, I noticed people I had mingled with did not care if I were to join them.
"If u turn up, oh Hallo!", if not, they will not question about it, but if they happen to look for people to share the gift, u are the 1st in their call list.
People are unpredictable. We can't read their mind, and will no know why are they trying to harm u.
I sometimes can't figure out if its my problem, or it happen to be just a small misunderstanding.
yeah, i am trying to face the truth now. the truth of the story, and i am prepared.
I knew it wasn't my fault, and i understand someone is trying to twist the story. and now she is leaving.
she' gonna leave with guilt that's forever, and i want her to take this with her! it's wat she's worth.
well, sounds like I'm so evil, but u will never imagine she's much more worst!! we can't judge a book by its cover and its true.
Some people is gifted with an angel face but devil's heart, and it only shows up when she's felt threatened, not by me, but by her own esteem.
well..too much to be disclose, anyway its up to them who to get along with, I'm alright and comfortable now :)

been traveling to few cities in 2 days, so exhausted!!
after all the unhappy experiences at work place these 2 months, felt so relieved I was able to squeeze in a hectic city break escape..with Jack Jack of course.

Went to Cardiff, the picture above was taken in Cardiff Bay, and other cities, so tired to mention everything here!!
After all those bad experiences I want to wipe it all off my memories and get on with my new life :)In Bolton Abbey :)
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I started my new job on April Fool's day, I have no idea whether my employer thinks I am trying to fool them or not.
It was a bit difficult cos I have never work in a restaurant as a full time, so I felt so tired and exhausted after 3 hours :(
and worst evening shift was full house!! I was like collapsing at that moment, and my feet are killing me..
I felt I am old now, unable to take more challenges like I used to :(
Anyway I am trying to do my best at this state, hopefully I can get what I want soon :) as in salary and everything.